Posted On Wednesday, May 26th, 2010 By Re
My shoulder and neck pain has been getting increasingly more painful and tight the past few days. Stupid injuries from the car accident that was almost exactly four years ago. Tonight I have been laying on the exercise ball allowing my back to arch and my arms to fall on either side of me near shoulder level. The muscles are so tight that movement like that hurts even more but if I take deep breathes as I allow the weight of my arms and gravity do its own thing. It is weird to notice the difference in which shoulder is more frozen. Judging by when I do lay down how close to the ground each arm will go when in the same extended position.
Currently waiting for the Dixie cups filled with water to freeze. Right before I go to bed tonight, if any are frozen enough, I will have my man rub me down. Not in a sexual way. We get a towel, double it up, lay me on my stomach and he tears the rim of the cup low enough to expose the ice and viciously rubs around my upper back, neck and shoulder area. This treatment is fucking Continue Reading
Posted On Tuesday, March 16th, 2010 By Re
First, for some fucked up reason I have not been able to accurately type at all. I have been on Delilah for months now. I did all my keyboarding lessons and tests on her but for some reason today she is not wanting to work with my fingers.
Studying/cramming for my Med A&P class. Not doing the best job at staying focus and studying. I am making flash cards that I will probably not quiz myself with. The last exam I was able to remember the material because I did write up the flash cards. Actually I just tried to quiz myself on the few cards I have created and I suck. Horribly.
My mind is jumping from the knitting project. The small metal pot that I need to start for the chives, sweet basil and parsley. The dishes that I have been neglecting since Jus’ left on the 28th are piling up and over flowing across the entire counter top. The food sticking on the stove and burners that either need to be replaced or deeply scrubbed. The laundry that is also in the basket from when Jus’ left waiting to be folded. The loads that need to be washed. The Continue Reading
Posted On Thursday, February 18th, 2010 By Re
I had to quit the job I had been doing for a year and a half due to it was costing me more to be in the union that works with the company than I was being paid. My medical benefits were gone because of the purpose lack of hours my boss had given me. Not to mention there was a woman that was sexually harassing other co-workers and it being in the ‘hate crime’ catagory. This was back just before Thanksgiving. I have been looking for a job since then.
This includes other retail places, pet stores, where I had a speciality of for 4 years, restaurants and fast food. Yes, I applied to about a dozen fast food places and they were not even hiring because of the economy and the people that already were working there, stoned out of their mind or not, knew that there was not another job in reach so they dare not fuck that one up.
So I am screwed. I am currently going toward a medical certificate that is already being phased out of the American Medical field thanks to the newly enhanced technology of computers that connect state to state and the doctors Continue Reading