Posted On Saturday, August 11th, 2007 By Re
Most people are up this time in the morning. Though they are usually awaken from a nice slumber. I had one of the most annoying nights of sleep that did not involve actual nightmares. My body being extremely physically exhausted and my mind not wanting to comprehend what my body is trying to tell it. I lay in bed tossing and turning and tossing some more. Finally my closed eyes would being heavy enough to spark into my brain that I really did need the sleep. I would drift off to sleep in a deep enough state to dream; however, the dreams would be so realistic that my mind and body would think I was awake still. Waking up only to realise the clock had only turned over by a minute or two. My dreams would consist of me laying down sleeping and hearing different noises, rolling over to cuddle with my boyfriend, and roll back over to look at the clock. In one of the dreams, I dreamt our room mate came home to grab one of his alcoholic beverages in the refrigerator and he let the neighbours dog in with him. I could feel the dog put Continue Reading
Posted On Tuesday, August 7th, 2007 By Re
My neck fucking hurts. My paralegal told me to not take any type of pain reliever starting two days before the IMEÂ (Independent Medical Evaluation) from my car insurance. Reasoning being they will see the real pain I walk through every day because of the car accident last year. So of course I listened to her because I already did one IME for my wrist/carpal tunnel with WA L&I and magically their doctor said nothing was wrong with me. And then she phones me at 8:30 this morning to inform me that one of the doctors had an emergency and the whole evaluation has been post-poned until a further date. Only in the past hour did I remember this conversation and am now waiting for the tylenol to kick in to help with the tension headache and the tightness in my shoulders. Two ice packs are getting cold in the freezer where I fully intend on using one around my neck and the other on my lower left back as I lay down watching Charmed on my laptop and rest for the night.
My neighbour is the supervisor for a restaurant up at one of the reservations and she mentioned they Continue Reading
Posted On Wednesday, August 1st, 2007 By Re
[Written on the plane from Seattle to Anchorage]
Sleeping on an air plane has always been a challenge that was only succeeded when travelling from Alaska to Scotland with 5 hour layovers in Seattle and Detroit. Everyone on the plane is off trying to sleep with their seats in the ever so slightly reclined position, heads against the windows with one of the sparse pillows handed out during departure or makeshift from jackets and sweaters. My mp3player softly plays a mixture of ranging from A Perfect Circle, Everclear, to Lifehouse and random love songs. I think this is the first time I have never had any eels on my playlist. Very fucked up.
The circulation dries my nostrils out but still leaves me slightly warm as I have been for a few months. At the beginning I knew it was because of the next medications I was on but now that they only have a few days to clear from my body, I am not so sure what else could be keeping me sweaty and muggy feeling. I have heard of the body having a disease or immunity problem where their body natural exessively sweats. I need to research if it can Continue Reading