Happy 9th birthday..

Posted On Saturday, March 21st, 2009 By Re

Three days ago (the 18th) this domain turned 9 years old. Originally bought as a present for me from boyfriend at the time when I was over the pond in England and Scotland with some school friends. My, my, how times have changed. Asshole.
I just got back from Alaska a few days ago. Spent a week there with my current boyfriend (of 4 years) as he spent his one week off from the North Slope until the end of the season, whenever the ice begins to break up the Arctic tundra. Bittersweet and indifferent about the whole experience. Again. I am not sure if or when I will get over everything that happened in Alaska. We spent as little time as possible in the house I grew up in just to see one or two friends that showed up to see me after many years. My sister and her boyfriend drove all the way down from Fairbanks just to drive me and my boyfriend from Anchorage down to the Greater Kenai area for one night. Fairbanks-Anchorage 7-8 hours. Anchorage-Kenai 2-3 hours. All depending on traffic and mostly the roads during winter and break up.
Half way through the pass down to Continue Reading

Posted On Friday, March 6th, 2009 By Re

So really. A huge FUCK YOU to my EXErnie for being such a fucking prick and asshole on his supposive attempt on being friends after all that we have been through since 1997. Yeah, that fucking long ago. He has a wife now. I am so happy for him for finding someone he loves that much to settle down with but to not even fucking talk to me through the fucking internet through the 5,000 miles that separate us and different loves of others. Fuck you. Really? I am happy with who I am but really someone that has been there with me through so many things that happened in my life before and after we were dating has to be a complete mother fucking asshole. Can not even congratulate me. Fucking pussy you are.
I am glad you did buy me this domain 9 years ago at least. I was able to pick it up after you went to the middle of fucking nowhere in the world but still. Really? Fuck yourself.  It is sad that you do not even care to know that the doctors are worried that I may or may not die soon. That family will die Continue Reading