wtf is wrong with you?
Posted On Wednesday, August 5th, 2009 By Re
You fucking lied to me. You mother fucking lied to me. No wonder what happened happened. I wonder what was real. Going across the world. A firefighter. Learning to fly small planes. Never dating anyone else. Well obviously what happened was you did not trust me, did not want me to know who you truly were. Never even fucking gave me a chance. Fuck you. You fucking piece of shit. Really?!? What the fuck is wrong with you? Closure was such a fucking lie.
At least there was some good that came out of that many years of words and telephone conversations. The ability to emotionally trust the man that I am currently with. The man that I fall asleep with curled under our covers every night. Wake up smiling at him knowing that it is another day I get to love an amazingly wonderful man. Going through the good and the bad times and knowing we will spend many many more years getting through everything together.
I just wish we still could have been friends on some level but I suppose you knew I was going to find out eventually. Fuck you.