All-nighter babbles..
Posted On Tuesday, March 16th, 2010 By Re
First, for some fucked up reason I have not been able to accurately type at all. I have been on Delilah for months now. I did all my keyboarding lessons and tests on her but for some reason today she is not wanting to work with my fingers.
Studying/cramming for my Med A&P class. Not doing the best job at staying focus and studying. I am making flash cards that I will probably not quiz myself with. The last exam I was able to remember the material because I did write up the flash cards. Actually I just tried to quiz myself on the few cards I have created and I suck. Horribly.
My mind is jumping from the knitting project. The small metal pot that I need to start for the chives, sweet basil and parsley. The dishes that I have been neglecting since Jus’ left on the 28th are piling up and over flowing across the entire counter top. The food sticking on the stove and burners that either need to be replaced or deeply scrubbed. The laundry that is also in the basket from when Jus’ left waiting to be folded. The loads that need to be washed. The coffee table that barely has enough room to move the mouse. The extremely huge pile of paper work that needs to be sorted to be shredded or burnt and others to file away. And the overwhelming pile that is on my desk. I do not have any place to put Delilah. Printing is a nightmare to connect. The printer (scanner/copier) is wireless but we have not figured out how to connect it to Delilah. Putting lotion on my dry body.
Studying for the exam is not working. Creating the poster board presentation project is as far as hot gluing a crushed orange fabric for a back ground. Now I need to figure out if I should try to stay up all night or truely try for an all-nighter. I have only pulled being awake for more than 24 hours once and it was because we were drinking at a rate that was not too slow or not too fast to keep us happily buzzed all night. I am worried that I will fall asleep and sleep through my alarm and miss the exam. And that if I do stay up all night, the lack of sleep will make me groggy and unfocused that I will not be able to pay attention to the exam anyway.
Damned if I do and damned if I don’t.